video ● eleventh reflection
Dec. 22nd, 2010 10:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
straying[ FORWARD-DATED TO THE EVENING OF THE 23RD. (As tags will be slow for a while after.) ]
[There's a click as the feed starts and Saya hums a bit. She looks a bit tired but there's nothing about her demeanor that specifically tells that she's been haunted for the last couple days.]
The eve of Christmas Eve, guys! I figure most of us are pushing back our holiday plans considering everything that's happening, but I've found the most reliable mailman, so I hope some of you get your presents! Is everyone managing with your ghosts, though? I had one of my own but I haven't seen him lately. Then again, he always had that habit with disappearing. But if you ever need a place to crash or someone to talk to, you know where to go~
[She grins cheekily. Though suddenly her expression is confused.
What was that chill?
Will you continue to destroy others, witch?
The air is electrified. Everything is tense. Every fiber of her being on edge. Him. That voice. That insult. Only he would- Only her murderer would.
The broadcast is left forgotten as she whips around in her chair, her back to the SFC now as it lay on the table, entirely neglected. Because all at once, she's forgotten. Forgotten the curse, forgotten the ghosts, forgotten everything. Only remembering that she is facing the man who took her life.
Nevermind that this voice is only in her head.]
H-Hey.... I-I liked Train better. Why are you here? I don't want to- to....
[--to die again.
Her voice shakes, much as her frame does now. All the worldly experience that she exudes in her posture and confidence has been stripped from her now, just as she feels that the world has been yanked from underneath her.
Train Train Train. You don't even deserve to say his name, witch! He's not here to save you now. And truly, I will not fail to cut out your heart-
She leaps to her feet and knocks the SFC off the table in her haste. It clicks off. There will be no audience as she loses her mind.]
[There's a click as the feed starts and Saya hums a bit. She looks a bit tired but there's nothing about her demeanor that specifically tells that she's been haunted for the last couple days.]
The eve of Christmas Eve, guys! I figure most of us are pushing back our holiday plans considering everything that's happening, but I've found the most reliable mailman, so I hope some of you get your presents! Is everyone managing with your ghosts, though? I had one of my own but I haven't seen him lately. Then again, he always had that habit with disappearing. But if you ever need a place to crash or someone to talk to, you know where to go~
[She grins cheekily. Though suddenly her expression is confused.
What was that chill?
Will you continue to destroy others, witch?
The air is electrified. Everything is tense. Every fiber of her being on edge. Him. That voice. That insult. Only he would- Only her murderer would.
The broadcast is left forgotten as she whips around in her chair, her back to the SFC now as it lay on the table, entirely neglected. Because all at once, she's forgotten. Forgotten the curse, forgotten the ghosts, forgotten everything. Only remembering that she is facing the man who took her life.
Nevermind that this voice is only in her head.]
H-Hey.... I-I liked Train better. Why are you here? I don't want to- to....
[--to die again.
Her voice shakes, much as her frame does now. All the worldly experience that she exudes in her posture and confidence has been stripped from her now, just as she feels that the world has been yanked from underneath her.
Train Train Train. You don't even deserve to say his name, witch! He's not here to save you now. And truly, I will not fail to cut out your heart-
She leaps to her feet and knocks the SFC off the table in her haste. It clicks off. There will be no audience as she loses her mind.]
Tags:
- !ic,
- !video,
- a little shaken,
- an assassin that's only in your head,
- can after-life get any worse,
- curiosity killed the--,
- dana needs some self-control,
- fml forever,
- have some angst,
- have some insanity,
- have some paranoia,
- how about no,
- how do you fight off an assassin,
- i see living people,
- is this teal deer yet,
- moments of weakness?,
- psycho boyfriend out to get me,
- take your own goddamn advice saya,
- why we can't have nice things,
- wtf this curse
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Date: 2010-12-23 07:29 pm (UTC)[Though really, they are. But she can't even admit that to herself.]
He has his own problems and needs to leave me with mine.
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Date: 2010-12-23 09:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-12-23 09:54 pm (UTC)[Even if she sounds like she agrees. Really doesn't want to be left alone right now.]
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Date: 2010-12-23 10:15 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-12-23 10:18 pm (UTC)[A bit of a squeak as she ducks something that Obi can't see.
... and then she realizes that it wasn't real and then she glares at the screen, her voice shaking again.]
... n-not a word.
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Date: 2010-12-23 10:23 pm (UTC)Saya, do you need some company?
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Date: 2010-12-23 10:24 pm (UTC)I'm not responsible for anything I say or do if you risk it.
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Date: 2010-12-23 10:28 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-12-23 10:47 pm (UTC)... Door's unlocked but knock first. And then close your eyes after you knock.
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Date: 2010-12-23 10:52 pm (UTC)But close my eyes?
[to action!]
Date: 2010-12-23 11:04 pm (UTC)... sorry.
[That'll be muffled as she kind of won't let go right now. He's solid, he's real, and... should be hearing the raving of a mad man right now but she's trying to drown that out too.]
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Date: 2010-12-23 11:05 pm (UTC)2/2 [action]
Date: 2010-12-23 11:08 pm (UTC)but after that brief second where his body tensed in shock, he soon relaxes and just lets out a breath as a small smile forms on his lips. a hand rose to the back of her head as his other arm slowly, if a little awkwardly, encircles around her and holds her.]
No need for apologies. Though do you still want to stay here, or would you rather go somewhere else?
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Date: 2010-12-23 11:16 pm (UTC)And then she has to think about it. It's either going out and still being trailed by Creed, or relive the flashbacks of being attacked in her apartment back home.]
... I can't get away no matter what. Your call.
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Date: 2010-12-23 11:21 pm (UTC)Hm...I think it helps that if we're doing something to keep you distracted and your mind focused elsewhere. And yours seems to be a rather difficult case.
[smile!] In that case, lets take a stroll out to the lake and play a game.
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Date: 2010-12-23 11:53 pm (UTC)That gets a laugh of disbelief but a laugh nonetheless. She relaxes then and her grip on him loosens. After a moment of consideration, she looks up at him and quirks an eyebrow.]
... Alright then. I'll bite.
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Date: 2010-12-23 11:54 pm (UTC)[action]
Date: 2010-12-24 06:11 am (UTC)Lead the way.
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Date: 2010-12-24 07:39 am (UTC)All right, now it's time for the game. It's a rather simple one, really. Do you know of a word game where one person says a word, and then the other person has to say a word that starts with the same letter or syllable?
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Date: 2010-12-24 07:49 am (UTC)I think I can catch on pretty quickly. Let's give it a shot?
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Date: 2010-12-24 07:55 am (UTC)To make it easier, any word goes.
So let's see...armadillo.
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Date: 2010-12-24 08:07 am (UTC)[Half the words coming from her will probably be food-related.]
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Date: 2010-12-24 08:11 am (UTC)Emissary.
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Date: 2010-12-24 08:20 am (UTC)[action]
Date: 2010-12-24 08:21 am (UTC)[action]
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From:[action] IT DIDN'T LIKE IT??
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