She forcibly opens her eyes. Because the flashbacks have replaced the comforting darkness she wants right now.
Then something in her clicks. Train tried to save her from Creed and failed. Matthew's trying to save her from the memory of Creed and-
Stupid hero. Stupid hero. She doesn't need you.
He gets the silence she wants as she just breathes for a moment. Calming herself down, though her mind is still racing. Why is she doing this? Why is she being so riled up? Why does she feel like she wants Matthew to stay?
She lets go of him and instead wraps her arms around herself, taking a step back and looking to the side.
Then, very clearly:]
I want to be alone.
[Right? That's what would make things better, right? That's what would make her feel like herself again?]
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Date: 2010-12-23 07:58 am (UTC)She forcibly opens her eyes. Because the flashbacks have replaced the comforting darkness she wants right now.
Then something in her clicks. Train tried to save her from Creed and failed. Matthew's trying to save her from the memory of Creed and-
Stupid hero. Stupid hero. She doesn't need you.
He gets the silence she wants as she just breathes for a moment. Calming herself down, though her mind is still racing. Why is she doing this? Why is she being so riled up? Why does she feel like she wants Matthew to stay?
She lets go of him and instead wraps her arms around herself, taking a step back and looking to the side.
Then, very clearly:]
I want to be alone.
[Right? That's what would make things better, right? That's what would make her feel like herself again?]