[... It's surprising how much she believes him this time. Maybe it's the fact that they're so serious about it. But she's quiet for a long time again. This is a lot of information to digest, after all. There was a lot said in so few words.
Sadly, for Saya, there was always room to doubt. She makes note to apologize to him later, for making this harder on him, but he has to know what she's considering.]
Even though you still have a sense of duty to your country and still have things to oversee. You're going back eventually, no doubt about that, and we'll be separated. That's not what I'm faulting you for.
But I don't want you to say that and then beat yourself up for making saying it later. So don't say it if you don't mean it.
I don't want to cause more inner turmoil for you, Matthew. Your added pain is not going to solve my problems.
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Date: 2011-04-18 01:22 am (UTC)Sadly, for Saya, there was always room to doubt. She makes note to apologize to him later, for making this harder on him, but he has to know what she's considering.]
Even though you still have a sense of duty to your country and still have things to oversee. You're going back eventually, no doubt about that, and we'll be separated. That's not what I'm faulting you for.
But I don't want you to say that and then beat yourself up for making saying it later. So don't say it if you don't mean it.
I don't want to cause more inner turmoil for you, Matthew. Your added pain is not going to solve my problems.