[The message sat in her inbox for the longest time. It didn't go unlistened to- No, as soon as she saw that she missed a call from Matthew, she immediately went to check what it was about.
And to her, that was the problem. Always too eager for him.
So she listened. Once. Twice. Three times. Four times. As time went on, the repeat count continued to build.
Finally, she dares to contact him back. Who knew how much time had passed? She certainly didn't.
So it started with attempted texts.
Every single one was a miss. None were sent. She thought it would be easier that way, but she couldn't find the words. But didn't she always think better on her feet?
So she calls. It doesn't matter whether he picks up or not, because she's not looking for a conversation this way.
There's a long pause, and then finally she grasps at some words, her voice a little hoarse from unuse.]
Window's open.
[Would he come? Or would he be playing lone wolf again, like always? Did she even really need to see him? Or did she want to see him? Was it okay for her to want to see him? Shouldn't they just break it off now?
No, this was stupid, what was she doing? She had to give up on their relationship, give up on him, give up on everything.]
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Date: 2011-04-16 05:21 am (UTC)And to her, that was the problem. Always too eager for him.
So she listened. Once. Twice. Three times. Four times. As time went on, the repeat count continued to build.
Finally, she dares to contact him back. Who knew how much time had passed? She certainly didn't.
So it started with attempted texts.
Every single one was a miss. None were sent. She thought it would be easier that way, but she couldn't find the words. But didn't she always think better on her feet?
So she calls. It doesn't matter whether he picks up or not, because she's not looking for a conversation this way.
There's a long pause, and then finally she grasps at some words, her voice a little hoarse from unuse.]
Window's open.
[Would he come? Or would he be playing lone wolf again, like always? Did she even really need to see him? Or did she want to see him? Was it okay for her to want to see him? Shouldn't they just break it off now?
No, this was stupid, what was she doing? She had to give up on their relationship, give up on him, give up on everything.]
... please?
[Click!]